This is going to be one of those posts where I totally pour my heart out.. so if you get bored with that type of thing.. leave now :). Ok so I am overweight... I know it! I have to lose about 30kgs to get to my goal weight.. one good thing is that this amount used to be 43kgs... so when I started the dieting saga I actually did stick to it for a little while... but now I am stuck! I try over and over again to start and stick to a diet to help me shift the kilos I need to lose but I am failing over and over again and I dont understand why...it upsets me so much that I can look at myself in the mirror and be so dissapointed with how I have let myself put on so much weight but still it does nothing to motivate me... soo today is it.. the final straw.. I am sticking to it no matter what. I know I have to.. not even just for me... you see I have polycystic ovarian syndrome.. which for those who dont know what it is, puts me at a high risk for getting type 2 diabetes as I age, I also got gestational diabetes when I was pregnant with Ella which also puts me at a higher risk than average too, so you see I have to lose the weight to give me the best possible chance against not getting diabetes. Sooo to make myself a little more accountable I am going to come in here weekly and update on my progress.. good or bad... and then maybe I can figure out what helps me to stay on track or what factors steer me away from it. Sooooo goal weight here I come.. for good this time!!!
Tuesday, October 2, 2007
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Crossing everything for you that it works for you this time. I can't relate to it but I feel for you ~ good luck and I hope you keep us up-to-date with everything. Us bloggers stick together and we'll be your support, too. Sending hugs your way.
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good luck with the dieting rach. Love the pages here and congrats at being the layout of the week.
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